alone..

Its painful to have nobody to talk, even so I manage to handle it when I was 10 years old with my parents around me.

Now, I have nobody to talk at home. Even though it is hard to have them quarreling at home.

To make thing even worst now, I can't watch Astro anymore.

I know I make my parents life hard sometimes, get scolded by my father is the worst thing ever.

I know he loves me so much, he cares about me. So do my mother.

I always want to make my father and mother proud of me, however it seems not enough.

Nevertheless, life has to go on.

Why I get so upset, sad and emotional in the first place?

It seems that I could not control my tears from flowing nowadays.. Its just felling that I could not control. Emotion.

Cry.

That shows weakness or strength?

If I could not control my emotion now, how would I able to control my emotion later?

To realize my biggest dream.. is it still possible?

I promise myself to not give up.

Will I able to kept that promise?

I should not be doubting myself.

I should believe myself. Believe that I can do it.

as I believe in god who created me for a reason.

Bout my exam, I pass all exept maths.. The subject that I should never fail!

But I'm happy that I able to pass my physics with 2 marks.. lol

Science is hard in STPM level. But I love the choice that I make.

If I didnt make this choice, I will not meet somebody who always make me happy.. Thanks.

Prefects~ What an experience I have.

We unite as a family.. Is a family I have.

 Love you guys so much!

Today, I eat biscuit all the time. Lazy too cook and lazy to eat also.

Hungry...

Got so many homework also...

However..

Hopefully.

Update 30 Jan 2014: Somebody who always make me happy at that time - my ex
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