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Saturday, October 23, 2010

In Remembrance


The uncle next door who always greet me and talk to me since I live in this house already passed away.
He was extremely nice person.
Always look after me and my house.
I can't believe that he won't be greeting me after this.
I'll be missing his kindness, laughter and smile.
It was raining after the funeral.
Its nice weather since this month is extremely hot season in Malaysia.
I somehow felt that this nice uncle is blessed by God because of his good deeds.

He brought pleasure to everyone he met and will be sadly missed.

Every living thing will die one day.
Its just a matter of time.


P.S: Now left only 30 days for my STPM exam ><;;  I'll do my very best!

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Choice that I've made.


This is the path that I chose to take.
It's unclear. Its a gamble.
I took the road that no one dare to take.
However, my life, my future, blurred by the mirage on the road.
Envy of friend's path of life is inevitable.
It's great that they got the chance.
It's great that they took less time compare to mine.
When I think again, there's reason why I am here.

The reason for me to grow up,
It is ordinary, but extraordinary in a way.
Suffering teaches us a thousand experience.

Am I going to succeed?
Will I regret the decision that I make?

No, I will never regret.
But whether I'm going to succeed or not, god will lead me to the result.
I can only do my best.
Whatever the consequences, even though I need to start from zero,
I take it.
This is the choice I've made.

I'm sorry if I hurt you..  I do not mean it.
Wish me all the best.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Special day. Special Update. 15-08-10


Today is my birthday!   
The last birthday with '1' in front. Next year gonna be '2'. lol
Happy Birthday to me!

I did the writing. ^^

(I wonder how many people will wish me)
I don't expect nice birthday for me this year. Since there's so many things happen. Busy busy busy. Its ok. I don't mind.
*cry silently*
I didn't update my blog about 9 months from my last post. Extremely busy with a lot of things and a lot of things happen to me. This post going to be the longest post. I hope I won't bored you. Ever wondered what was my muet exam and my Monbukagakusho scholarship went?


Lets start with my MUET exam result: 

Exactly the same marks 2 times in a row! (look at the date also) OMG... So near yet so far from band 5!!
I try again this year-end MUET exam. I will never give up!

About Monbukagakusho, I went for the exam for 5 paper, i.e: Maths, Physics, Chemistry, English and Japanese Language. Despite all my effort it doesn't seems enough. Imagine this. There are about a thousand applicants who sit for the exam. But I won't give up!
This is the exam hall looks like. I'm NSA002. The guy behind me is NSA001. He came all the way from Penang. I wonder whether he get the scholarship or not.. (Confucian Private Secondary School hall)
Last year I applied (2009) I got NSA002. This year (2010) also NSA002. ha ha ha.
(why I keep getting repeated number?)

 I never regret the fact that I take form six. Its the best decision I've made so far despite so many challenge and difficulties. Great friend. Great teacher. Great experience. I'm gonna miss the school life.

I always wanted to become prefect when I'm in form 1. I undergo probation last time but I wasn't the chosen one. I get the opportunity to become a prefect in form 6. I'm glad that I become one member in this family. Somehow I feel sad about leaving the board. Thanks for all the prefects that made my life such a wonderful story. I wanted to take this opportunity to apologize to any prefect or non-prefect if I did something wrong or offensive word or act that hurt any of you guys. I'm not perfect and human will never escape from making mistakes. Thank you!

-Majlis Perpisahan Pengawas 2010 : 8/8/10- Kai Shin and me. I gonna miss you! (Thanks to Siti Sarah for this gorgeous picture: taken from Facebook)
 I love the prefect blazer for no particular reason. I guess there's a lot of sentimental value for me.



I would like to thank to Shaun Leslie the opportunity to sing in the band (Its my dream!). We're practicing like hell for 2 weeks. haha. The talented musician in the band turned out to be my own classmate. haha. I'm talking about you, Edmund and the rest of the musician, Zhi Cong, Joannes, and of course Shaun himself. I have a terrible sore throat + fever 4 days before and my voice is not at its best. Sorry if I ruined the performance in any way. Thanks a lot guys! 
Me singing 'fly' by Hillary Duff. Thanks to Shardha Lim for the picture.
Thank you to Kak Mira for lending me the dress. ^^.

These are some captured moment that I took:
Eating at mamak after practicing. lol
Shaun and Zhi Cong (in studio)
Joannes and Sarah
Edmund and Loges
These are some moments in school:
Mix everything! - Chemistry lab-
Cleaning class
Physics lab
My best crazy friend ever !  Say Nee and me!!

There's a lot of moment that I won't trade for anything in this world.
I'm happy that I take form 6. I never regret it. Despite I didn't able to get Monbukagakusho this year, I'll do again next year. I'll never give up. I'll do my very best to get the best result. For all the friends that I met in this adventure, thank you for colored up my life. I love all of you. Please don't forget me.

Thank you. 

P.S: In this holy month of Ramadhan, I would like to take the opportunity to apologize once more to anyone that know me. Lets do our best to achieve what we aim for and be successful in any path that we took.

Friday, December 4, 2009

2009 Final School Holiday Report

This is the last school holiday for me. As for the end of next year, after STPM. I'm OFFICIALLY not a school student. I'll be university student. Hopefully. ^^

I LOVE books! My money was mostly spend for books.lol If  I go to any bookstore, I'll gone mad.
Especially KINOKUNIYA KLCC. I got discounts and voucher too. So happy~
Strange species. ^^
From my previous achievement in SPM 2008, I get RM200 voucher to buy books at University Malaya. More books!
Honestly, do I have time to read all of this?
 
The book that make me happy the most is:


Finally I get a copy of the final volume of Tsubasa!! But I didn't find the deluxe edition.
I forgot most of the Japanese vocabulary. I need dictionary!
I hope I can read it..
Why I don't just read it online? No headache! lol

Other's than that, most of the time I'll go tuition and finishing Mrs Tan's homework.
I must be hardworking!
I want to excel in STPM 2010~!
 
My target!

In one week, only 2 days I do not go tuition.. I dont like road in Klang. Always stuck for an hour ><;;
Waste my time!

Need to do notes on Chemisty and Physics. Past year question. Maths T's homework. Can I do it?
I do the best that I can!

Secretary work... OMG! I forgot! *sigh*
I do not want to active in co-curriculum next year. As what my history proved that even you have a bundle of National, International level certificate, the thing that matters is just the A's in the exam.

I sing sometimes too. To release my tense. I sing alone where nobody can hear. Let go all the problem  when reach the high notes :-P

Need to do my work continuously as the time will pass very very fast. Hopefully, I can achieve my dream. The only dream that I want. My goal.

Sincerely,
Aziana

*continue doing my homework*

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

1st music video: Akatsuki no Kuruma



This is my first music video ^^
Original from: from Gundam Seed Special by FictionJunction Yuuka
The karaoke version download from Gendou.com

I love FictionJunction and Yuki Kajiura's song a lot!


My voice is not so perfectly well since I've sorethroat for a week.
But not bad for a person whom just heal from throat pain!
Enjoy! ^^
I accept song request but it will take a while till I can make a video.
But you can start requesting it now.
It also depends whether I able to sing the song or not.

Thanks for listening!
THIS VIDEO IS PURELY FAN-MADE AND IS IN NO WAY ASSOCIATED WITH THE MUSICAL ARTIST OR ANIME/MANGA COMPANY IN ANY WAY.