Hello everybody, its
been a while since I've been updated anything to my diary blog here.
(It's always 'I will
update soon' means I'll update in a month time, or completely forgotten... -_-)
The fact that I
rarely update my blog even though I have a lot of fascinating stuff happen in
my life is because blogging is something that I need to put lots of effort!
Haha.
Besides that, since
there's a lot of people around me reading this blog, so I need to be cautious
with whatever I'm writing..
From photo to the
writing, it took me few hours, even half a day to post a blogpost.
Since its been
semester holiday right now, I'll try to update as much as I can. I
"try".lol
The main problem
that I have right now is "self-control" and I believe that this holy
month of Ramadan will able to let me get control of myself, my emotion,
physical and spiritual.
I'm ready to fully
use this year Ramadan to be a better person, build up my self confidence back
and relax.
I'm ready to cleanse
my soul, my mind, my body and myself.
So, I have a lot of
things I want to concentrate about is about "myself".
All these while, I
kept thinking of how my image is represented and judge by people.
Hence, I keep on
punishing myself with negativity.
That's why I have no
motivation to even update my blog (that's mostly about myself and my life).
I lose control. I
lose myself.
This.cannot.go.on.
I need to change
this, I need to be in control.
So, Ramadan is the
best month to regain my control.
Its all about
self-control.
Wish me all the
best~!
By the way, I'm
working on my first ever song, which I found it kind of strange song.lol
I'm into music more
on interest and passion. Basically, musical noob. XP
I need to work on
the lyrics and the melody, so I can let my friend to arrange the song.
Then I can submit my
demo for next semester performance!
=)
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| Singing koala~~ |
